In the spotlight, it’s not just you
The pressures these days!
Whew!
What are you noticing? Where does it show up for you?
Financial. Sleep. Relationships. Kids. Work.
I mean, it’s all on the list, right?
For so many I know (me too!), pressures coming from many directions.
The pressures of the spotlight
⫸ On stage, in the business meeting, standing up for yourself, expressing something that goes against the flow, trusting your instincts, advocating for your kids…
When pressure shows up, the accumulated emotional debris has a way of rising to the top.
Your anxiety goes from mid-low range to high alert.
Your inner critic doesn’t shut up, maybe even screaming at you.
The blame commences– you feel blame towards yourself, your parents, the people in the room, the world, the aliens.
Your legs shake.
Shame for being seen, shame for getting it wrong.
Or maybe it’s the opposite for you:
You get extra tired, sleepy or foggy brained.
You can’t think straight.
You want to hide.
Maybe you have one of these, or all of them!
Turns out, regardless of the pressure situation – the energies and feelings are not all yours!
For example - you show up to your spotlight - on stage, the boardroom, the classroom - and you feel tremendous anxiety, panic even. Maybe it feels life threatening. Which your brain says doesn’t make sense.
Ancestor and soul baggage
But it does make sense, because you’ve got some ancestor epigenetics and soul memories of the times that were life threatening:
ancestor/soul experience of being hauled into town square for ritual humiliation or physical punishments or death
ancestor/soul experience of being captured and chained for slavery
ancestor/soul/present lifetime of war and genocide
ancestor/soul/present lifetime of sexual assaults as a woman lead to blame and public shaming
When these other lifetimes/timelines meet a present day fear YOU are experiencing, its like a chemical reaction that magnifies many times over.
You think it’s your own, because it’s in you.
But what if you and we can release what’s not yours?
⫸ This has been one of the biggest life learnings for me when I realized this AND continue to implement tools so that I’m dealing with only MY portion of the shenanigans under pressure. And bringing healing to my ancestors, my souls, and the collective.
Now I’m learning to partner with the positive forces even more, and Laura Kimmel will bring that angle in our upcoming free class.
Wednesday, Sept 2nd, 6 pm CDT
FREE GROUP ENERGY SESSION
Natural Confidence
⪼ We’re releasing the ancestral, the soul level, the traumas through Energy Attunements
⪼ We’re opening to connecting with the very powerful and supportive positive energies.
⪼ Now is the time for you to shine. To enjoy yourself under pressure! To be more of your Natural Self.
With big love for these big times,
Marta
PS - what kinds of pressures are you experiencing?
PPS - no AI used in writing this newsletter.