Holistic Purpose
I see you, and your big heart, and passion for the world. I see the social constraints, the challenge of sharing your gifts, the rejections, the worry about the bottom line, the fear of the marketplace. All sorts of social pressures of conformity but be unique. The clouds of fear that we live and breathe without even knowing it.
This world disorients and ungrounds us.
And so you are determined to do your best, to contribute - whether that is through an awesome local bike shop, making great music that touches people's hearts and souls, healing you and your ancestors and those around you, teaching writing/music/dance/art, connecting with the bright spark of children, a zero waste grocery store.
And then, sometimes, in an effort to live out our purpose, we accidentally ignore internal concerns, like:
procrastination
"self sabotage"
inner criticism
fear and anxiety
shut down/dissociation
"comfort now" parts taking over
burnout
What else is missing from this list in your experience?
What if these are all parts of us, that have valid concerns, that wave the flag to get our attention?
Listening to these signals of distress leads to healing and inner coherence.
We can tend ourselves. We can repair, in groups, in witnessing, in support, in bringing our own Self energy to our inner parts. In bringing the magnified group Self energy to each of us.
As healing progresses, parts either fade in their intensity or come to agreement with the big goals and gifts for your life, and how to manifest them in the world.
Side note -I love this article by Wendy May about manifestation:
"Manifestation is not about making something happen; manifestation is about making something apparent. Before it got co-opted as a trendy new age technique for manipulating reality to our liking, manifestation in its purest form was about revealing reality as it exists already."
[Wendy May also has a book about Regenerative Purpose and I borrow that phrase from her.]
Blessings for your big heart,
Love,
marta
